As I sit here in my loneliness,
All I can feel is a deep emptiness.
Memories of days gone by,
And all I keep asking myself is why.
Why did I hurt you so,
Why did your love have to go.
I wish I could go back to that day,
And make this pain and heartache just go away.
But what's done is done,
There is no way to change the past.
My heart is torn in two,
With so many memories of you.

I love you with all my mind, body, heart, and soul;
Getting you back is my number one goal.
This pain I feel inside is just like a heart attack,
For all I want is our friendship back.
I know I should've never done what I did,
But I was just an immature little kid.

I think about all the times we have shared,
And how our friendship had faired.
A tear slowly slides down my face,
For I know my actions have closed this case.
I slowly brushed the tear aside,
Wondering in who I could confide.
You see my friend;
It had always been you in the past,
but in the present you weren't in the cast.
A couple weeks have gone by,
And now the end we're about to tie.

I miss you more then you could possibly know,
But for now farewell, and good-bye I must go.

~I dedicate this poem to Erica Schindler. I am sorry, and would do anything in the world to have you back in my life. I love you Erica.